Can the new year renew you too?

 Hi I'm Homemade Human!! I'm writing for fun so don't mind me and enjoy yourself please!!

It's been a while since I last post here not like anyone reads them or cares but it just feels different texting back after a long time.

I've been trying to change; personality wise, apperance wise but I don't think anything is changed. I'm still the same old me. I just wanna change because I hate my current self. Actually I don't wanna change too I'm too scared of a change. I'm scared of the future. I don't wanna grow up. I wish I could stay like this for eternity. Even tho I don't wanna change cause I don't want to leave my comfort zone I wanna do it too cause I know in the end everyone I love and cheer will hate the person I become and I'm scared of being left alone. I hope this new year can renew me too. I know that I am being childish and delusional but ... yeah I don't have anything to say.

So yeah thanks for listening me! I hope this silly little post makes you feel seen or idk!

 Love,

Homemade Human.