Hello once again or maybe this is our first time encountering.
If you don't know me I'm Homemade Human, Human for short. I post blogs for fun or to express myself.
People started to study and I'm here doing nothing. Some of my friends text me "hey! Did you start studying?" weeks passes and then i finally text them and telling them some lie about how i couldn't reply to them. People are way beyond me. I didn't even studied this whole summer. And the summer is nearly ending. And i even lied to my parent and relatives and friends and even the therapist that i studied everyday. But I didn't i know this will have a really bad consicuensies but i still cant do it. I know i should study I know i shouldn't tell lies but i just cant. And the worst thing is I have this guilt inside me. I feel like the worst. I wish someone can take me and we con go somewhere far away from everyone i know. I wish i could run away. I wish i could just disappear.
Sorry for this absurd and helpless blog.
Love,
Homemade Human.
PS: I actually wrote this back in 24th July. I cant believe it's been 2 months since I wrote this and I couldnt even published it...
