Don't You Hate It Too..?

Welcome back! Or maybe this is your first ever time here... idk BUT how are you? 

I hope you are having an awesome day at wherever you are around the world or around the universe!!

Don't you hate it too when people underestimate you just because you are quiet. No I'm not stupid, I just don't want to talk to people like you. So My classmates are like this. Just because I don't really like speaking to them they think like they can target me or make fun of me etc. I hate it so much. People HAVE TO understand that everyone has different interests and specialities. They just think I'm really stupid because I don't do some questions on math or other sience lectures. NO IT'S NOT TRUE. I get good grades from them. I understand some topics more than you but I don't like to point it out loud. You guys just want some people "worse" than you to make yourselves feel better. I wish humanity just understand people can be good at different type of lands. I wish that humanity understand art is not something replaceable or/and art IS something valuable for us for other generations. I hope humanity will understand that art is not an escape from math and people do it because they like it. And I hope that humanity will understand choosing an art department for university and for job does NOT mean you will be poor or be homeless. 

Anyways I hope you're living the life you want and not the others expecting from you.

 

PS:Don't really expect something so cool and brilliant text from me cause I just do this blogging thing for fun and to open up.

Love,

Homemade Human.

Feeling Empty

I don’t know why but sometimes I feel like I’m in a blackhole. I feel sooo empty. I feel like somewhere between my lungs are pulling me inside. I feel like I had a heart attack after that. When I feel empty I don’t really have any kind of motivation to do anything. I isolate myself from the world. Thats why I made this blog actually. It’s my own homemade world. Whenever I feel empty I dont want to see anyone or hear anyone or talk to anyone. I went to my own world. 

So when I feel that kind of emptinees I will write here to manage my thoughts and hope to reduce that emptinees in me by writing.

If you read my blog thank you so much!

Its my first blog and English is not my first language.

So if I made any mistakes I'm really sorry about that.

Love,

Homemade Human.